yamaonna

You Are a Silly Hat

Cute, funny, and a little dorky.

ehehehe….  hehehe….  it is kinda true isnt it…..

NEway…

TGIF!  all the way man…..  you have no idea how glad I am that its the weekend.  but i’ll get to that in a minute.  everything is tied in together today, so this entry is probably going to be a little strange/different for me.

What i really really want to talk about is giving up things (and no im not talking about ‘quitting’ something…  although that has a little to do with this….  getting ahead of myself).  Now i know that some of the stuff Im about to talk about makes some ppl a bit iffy, but I want you to know Im not trying to preach or anything, I really really just want to share some of the emotions I’ve been going through lately.  Lately I’ve had to give a lot up to God.  What I mean by that is in order to let go of, for example, stress, anger, bad feelings, you give it to God to take care of.

This last week and a half has truely been horrific.  I’ve had a lot of stress over uni work and physics society stuff, and consequently been quite angry and moody for me (well, I can be moody at times anyway).  Giving up the positions as secretary and editor was a very hard decision and really at the time was a spur of the moment thing, but I really was driven there.  But Ive realized that the decision was for the best.  I really do want the society to succeed, but I personally dont need the stress and bullshit that goes along with all the politics etc.  And it really really was making me angry, and I dont like being angry. 

Now that i dont have that added stress, and that I’ve handed in the three assignments that were due today i really feel like a weight has been lifted off me.  I’ve been asking God all week to take my stress and anger and its really noticable today.  Which, believe me, is such a big relief.  Its not that Im completly stress free, but its managable for now.  And my biggest worry with anger was that today at uni I wouldnt be very ‘friendly’ in actions and feelings towards someone, but you know what – it was totally normal interaction, which was great.

hmmm, I suppose I’d better get back to doing some things that Im supposed to be doing.  ah well, it will be holidays soon, and although between now and then it will be difficult, I think I can manage now.

Your Hair Should Be Orange

Expressive, deep, and one of a kind. You pull off “weird” well – hardly anyone notices.

ehehe